I shuffled through this past year's Christmas cards I found a picture of a man I used to know in a very short time he went from sixty to zero his legs turned to wheels and his body to a shell and I've scolded myself cause I could not feel my way through the dark of a funeral home tears only fall on a bottomless floor while I grieve dry-eyed by the tomb oh oh oh And I'm an old beggar who smells like two weeks no one gets close so mostly I sleep I'm just now waking up and I need something to eat if I move closer to you will you promise to move closer to me oh oh oh Last week I used your money on the cheapest quickest ride down that old river I know so well just one more time to forget my murders and my lies drag me out, wait, no don't drag me out Watch me get right on that bus and go back where I'm from See this gash on the side of my face, going back to where they know what it's from And you wouldn't want to guess the places I've been thrown now I know you are young and you've got problems of your own but just look at me and tell me could I sink to any lower place I know I don't deserve it but could you please put me on the train oh oh oh And when he has finished with everyone he will say unto them you too come forth come forth my drunk ones my weak ones my shameless ones my pacific garden mission ones my thanksgiving soup kitchen my took five bucks and instead of buying food you bought cheap whiskey ones and we will all come forth X4 Without being ashamed and stand there and he will say swine you are of the image of the beast and of his seal but come you too and the wise and the reasonable will say unto him Lord, why do you accept such as these and he will say I receive my wise and reasonable ones forasmuch as not one of them considered himself worthy of this thing And he will stretch out his arms to us and we will fall at his feet and we will understand everything And he will stretch out his arms to us and we will fall and we will weep and we will understand everything Blessed are the poor for they shall see God X2